Bro-Man,
Before starting testosterone supplementation a last month, I was flabby, frustrated, and low-key feeling friendless.
Now?
I’ve got ABS and people like me again.
I’m delivert! 🙌
If you don’t know this iconic clip, you MUST look it up. It’s a gay guy in church who claims to be healed from his gay-ailment, even though he’s clearly just a holy homo now.
Maybe you can #praythegayaway, but it definitely didn’t work for homie-o-boy.
Anywhozzle…
Although I’ve definitely done some kinda gay shit, I’m not gay. That said, with how horny I’ve been lately, I might for sure do some questionable homo-adjacent activities if the stars aligned.
But for real…
TRT (testosterone replacement therapy) wasn’t a casual choice. I’ve always taken pride in being the holistically healthy guy, and I’ve struggled with decision for at least a couple years now.
My diet is dialed. Supplements stacked. Workouts rockin. Sauna, ice baths, intermittent fasting - ALLLL the things.
Still, something felt OFF.
Energy = palpably LOW
Recovery = annoyingly SLOW
Libido = Ok-ish, but not STRONG
Sleep = SHIT
Being in my late 30s…entrepreneur…dad to toddler…husband (and Daddy 😈)…elusive sleep…conflicting priorities…endless responsibilities…
I finally had to admit that I didn’t feel like the stallion stud I know I am.
I tried all kinds of natural strategies to raise my T, and the results were MEH.
Meanwhile, my bloodwork numbers continued to be clear:
Suboptimal testosterone.
I had the belief that going the TRT route meant I’d failed.
That I’d become ‘that guy’.
Declining. Resisting. Cheating.
Nahhhh, fuck that noise.
I don’t need to keep desperately trying to earn it. I’ve simply claimed the upgrade.
And now, I get to enjoy a well-deserved biohacking boost in an MVP season of life.
Best side effect so far = CRAZY HORNY
My wife loves it…mostly-ish?
(Side note - she’s on her own peptide stack and feelin like a fuggin QUEEN)
Here's the bigger point:
You deserve to feel GOOD.
Not just ‘functional’. Not just ‘fine’.
But vibrant, clear, confident, and fully turned on by your life.
And it doesn’t have to be insanely expensive or ridiculously complicated.
Align with inspiring allies.
Make reasonably informed choices.
Make righteous commitments and have faith that you’ll figure it out.
That’s your Mandate (and mine).
Whether it’s testosterone, treating yourself to a trip, investing in something you feel excited about but maybe feels ‘irresponsible’.
Life is happening NOW, and you ain’t getting any younger. Don’t acquiesce to the dreaded ‘some day’ narrative that never happens.
Life’s a bitch and then ya die. If you don’t enjoy the ride and go ALL-OUT, well, that just sucks big gay balls.
Roided out & droppin loads like a dump truck,
Jordan “J-Bow” Bowditch
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